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« July 2008 | Main | September 2008 » August 30, 2008 expose.
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August 28, 2008 love thursday
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August 26, 2008 jonatha brooke rocks my heart
You know that question about which 5 cd's you would take if you were to be stranded on a deserted island, but of course had a working cd player? well this cd is now on my list. give a little listen. and then some.
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August 23, 2008 The time is now..yes you. lets be honest, if you dont keep your juices flowing, for the longest time you have been wishing you could explore the creative (p.s. ive done the same thing) well enough already. today i paint mud on all the excuses and fears. i have for you, three incredible folks to help you get going... and i would like you to have access to all their help, assistance, acceptance, and so check em out. i promise. these books will all have worn pages from your sweet little hands within one week. and you will be on your way to freeing up a part of you which has taken the back seat for far too long.
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August 21, 2008 you . . . . . . . . .
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August 20, 2008 let it be said.
I have had hardly a moment to breathe these days. It's as if the fast forward button has been pressed and I have no choice but to keep up the pace. Perhaps the gift in this process of such sudden and quick motion, is that my You know the nurse that magically takes the frightened child who has come in for a shot, and she moves so quickly and non emotionally, and does this distraction thing just by her certainty, that the child has had the shot and is sucking on the lollipop before she knows she even was pricked and all is well? That is how I have had to manage things lately. uh, with myself... I am having to be really practical, really together, really grounded, and really strong in a number of areas right now,. Typically, my emotional body would take over and I would be stuck, afraid, sad, powerless, filled with anxiety etc. Quite honestly, Im just not interested in that way of coping or functioning in this second half of my life. For years I took the titles and the labels that were handed to me as if it were my own truth. The ones that told me I was sick, I was crazy, I was stupid, I was flighty, I was weak, I was not good enough, I was an emotional basket case.... Well, Now I could get corny on you all and start singing some Helen Reddy's ~ I am Woman, but Ill save that for a later time.. Instead, I will simply say, I have taken the reigns now... giddy up and stand clear.
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August 17, 2008 oh my. oh my. oh my.
your wish is my command, little belle. i am forever smitten. forever in love. and totally honored to be included in your life. thank you for showing up. we have waited a long time for someone like you... and thank you for wearing your skull outfit today ~ you rocked the house and my heart ....
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August 15, 2008 coast.
its about breaking the teacup, and finding a small little note, its about seeing the vast differences~ and instead of feeling a separateness because of this, feeling really grateful that so may beautiful creatures are
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August 07, 2008 pieces
there is, the part of me that is so horribly tender and feels badly for everything and everyone and aches over the smallest thing. the part that is like an overly rebellious teenager which sees conformity and the part that is on stage and the life of your party and will perform a thousand tap dances to maintain her wonder woman profile. the part that is such a hermit and would rather be, on any day, at home curled up with her kitties and totally isolated. the part that is so gypsy im afraid to watch the travel channel because far away places are like a drug to her addicted soul. the part of that is trying so hard to fit into this role and be good and do the right thing even though the shoes feel so bloody tight. the part that is like an overly needy pet craving constant affection and contact. the part that is such a bad ass bitch and literally has to wear a muzzle. and the part that is so deeply into spirituality and is constantly seeking and searching and wanting to understand it all. the part of me that feels like such a fuck up and needs a pill to settle the thoughts and emotions. the part that is a momma to anyone who comes to the door and thinks love and kindness is the only truth. and of course, the part of that just totally wants to have fun and goof off and not take this whole thing so seriously. if there were not a part of me that is really at peace with who i am at the very core, and really sinking into who i was meant to be, i dont know how i would manage all these pieces of me. im going to take a few days here to take care of myself. peace out.
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August 06, 2008 . .
ive got nothing folks.
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August 02, 2008 f.u.n.
there was a world of information when she looked back at those moments who says fun isnt sacred or holy or beautiful? in her book, |
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