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August 31, 2007
friday. . . .

the things i keep, canon 20 d
her words came through to me
like sweet honey from the rock...
and she said,
"remember, we are all just stumbling through,
trying to find our way.
and what i know about you, jen,
is that you will never settle for a mediocre
life.
you do know what you want.
and when you are out of alignment with your spirit,
your god, your nature, your universe ~ whatever you want to
call it ~ the fire in you screams out at you to wake up
and get back in it.
and it burns us raw.
that is all that is happening now.
a tearing of the veil.
you just needed a map, a plan, some assistance.
thank god you still love.
thank god you still want to grow...
you are the ones that give this world hope."
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August 23, 2007
PARK(ing)
big man, little car ~ canon 20d
please take a moment to read about Park(ing) Day
the result of the brilliant REBAR group and one of my personal favorite man folk:
Matthew Passmore. (Watch the clip to understand the full effect.)
Nothing like creative expression to get a needed point across
and way better than picket signs.
Posted by jen at 10:36 AM | link | Comments (0)
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August 22, 2007
on starving artistry. . .

sara's colors, canon 20 d
maybe we could all make a little promise
or at least a little effort to no longer use the words
"starving artist".
too many of us give our work away,
or dont give equal value for how much we put into our art verses how much we charge for it.
i know i hate to take a discounted price from my friends and so why do i insist they take one from me? i guess it has to do with my feelings of never wanting to appear greedy, not thinking my work is good enough, feeling badly if someone is strapped, etc etc etc. So often i compromise only to end up feeling frustrated and or taken advantage of.
part of this is my own fault for not educating people on everything that is involved in my craft.
its not just taking a picture.
its being aware of lighting, the time of day, the comfort of the subject, the background, the foreground....and thats the easy part.
then it is loading say, 300 images on the computer, looking at each one individually, cropping, tweaking the lighting, evaluating tonal range and contrast differences, erasing little bloopers, blurring the background, adjusting the saturation, .... all sorts of tricks to give you the kind of photo that makes you happy. i have spent up to an hour on a single photo.
working with a higher end camera means bigger photos which
means image sizing the photos so they will fit on a cd.
then there is preparing an image for the web, or for print, making the prints, chosing the paper, framing, uploading, downloading, etc .
all these things are what is referred to as "post production".
some folks think because its a digital camera it should be an easy deal, take the photos and burn to a cd,. but as i hope you can see it is alot more than that.
i imagine if i explained these steps to every client they would better understand why i charge what i do for a shoot.
we as artists do not have to starve. maybe we just need to explain a little more all the sweat and blood and passion that goes into our craft.
after all, thats the kind of magic i find priceless, ....dont you?
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August 21, 2007
retreat. . .

kelly rae, andrea, denise, swirly, kate and moi ~ photo by hottie matt
had a splendid weekend with the girls in san fran.
it reminded me of how i love and need to be surrounded by brave, kind- hearted, encouraging, authentic women. (never mind that each one of these girlies are brilliant, beautiful, creative and talented).
they say choosey mothers choose jif.
well choosey women choose good people to surround themselves with.
life can be tough enough without negative, gossipy, judgemental, jealous, people sucking you dry. its nice to know i have a choice about the type of people i am willing to let influence my life and share my time.
i am lucky that way. thank you dear friends for the gift of your
presence in my life and for contributing to a better road here
on this planet.
***(keri, christine, penny, katrina, and pixie ~ you were all
missed so very much. lionel missed you too)***
Posted by jen at 11:25 AM | link | Comments (0)
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August 15, 2007
off. . .

barga of course, canon 20d
im off to see my girl tribe out in san francisco.
...and i finally get to meet sweet ben and smooch his face!
Posted by jen at 12:52 PM | link | Comments (0)
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August 13, 2007
feedback. . .

backstage at the graveyard, canon 20 d
"because jen,
half your life has already been lived.
this is your second half.
is this how you see it?
is this how you want to spend your days?
is this making you happy?
you have this religious concept that you have to endure
a certain level of suffering in order to receive the blessings.
why do you hold onto this belief and freely reject others?
what if the truth is that the blessings are in you doing what
you love and living a soulfully abundant life?
what are you waiting for, jen? "
Posted by jen at 01:24 PM | link | Comments (0)
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August 09, 2007
designing. . .

in his studio, canon 20 d
we were laughing about the apartment and how it reminded us of when we were in college with borrowed couches and mismatched dishes,
ordering carry out and sitting on folding chairs in the driveway.
no longer concerned with the crown molding and the cocoa brown paint that would really bring out the portrait which hung above the fireplace,
or planning the perfect cocktail party with tiny lights hung in the trees accenting
the fat boquets of wildflowers in mason jars,...
we realized our lives had dramatically jumped the tracks.
while our friends were busy buying their second homes and
upgrading their engagement rings,
we were selling our wedding dresses
(and wishing we could sell the shoes too.)
okay, so the change was tough. and the change was large.
and our hearts took a beating.
but we made it through, and we will be okay.
and folding chairs arent so bad and mismatched
place settings are actually a hip thing these days.
funny how you get set on a lifestyle, and you think "surley, THIS is what life is all about. THIS is the good life.''... and then,
something happens,
and everything you know undergoes a complete shift, and for awhile you wonder if you just might drown...
until one day, you wake up with your borrowed couches in your rented apartment and realize
there are a thousand other things in life that can fill you,
and it is never too late to recreate a new design for your life
(even though you are now officially middle aged).
perhaps getting to see this life with a brand new set of goggles is the
one thing we have been needing the entire time.
this, my dear, is the waking up.
this, is the real good life.
Posted by jen at 03:34 PM | link | Comments (0)
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August 08, 2007
link on it. . .

on the road to san bernadino, canon 20d
some linky love for you...
sweet little bowls from MOB
delicious eye candy
a great milwaukee find: dragonfly vintage
bella luna beads and Deborah's new blog
this fabulous gift from my mom: dna 11
my new favorite shoes
an alternative to Hallmark e-cards
Posted by jen at 10:19 AM | link | Comments (0)
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August 07, 2007
motherhood....

beautiful barga baby, ~ canon 20d
ive noticed that people seem to feel more sorry for me
than i do for myself
about me not having any children.
ive been asked all sorts of really personal
questions:
"didnt you want children?"
"didn't you try fertility treatments?"
"arent you worried about who is going to take care of you when you are old?"
"have you thought about adopting?"
"arent you angry?"
"is it that you didnt want to give up your career?"
"how old are you? dont your hear your biological clock ticking?!"
if i had a dime, even a penny, for every careless comment made to me about the status of my motherhood ~ i could retire and still buy antique jewelry.
a word to the wise,
some people have tried like crazy to have a child and cannot.
some people have lost a child.
some people have chosen to be child-free.
so be kind, be sensitive, be respectful.
we all have a story, and not all of us care
to share it with a stranger.
Posted by jen at 06:59 PM | link | Comments (0)
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August 02, 2007
John Bellany....

John Bellany and Mrs. Bertagni, Barga ~ Canon 20d
I have harboured a secret crush. . .
From the moment i saw his work,
I was smitten. So it wasnt any wonder
that when we had dinner with him
and his beautiful wife, Helen,
I was all smiles.
John Bellany
is one of the best known Scottish figurative painters working today. His work is found in museums all around the world. The Queen herself awarded John the CBE in 1994. His work is stunning and rich and awakens those curious little nooks within your soul.
But perhaps what I like best about John, is how down to earth and unaffected he is. Most of us would act like a big pompous ass if we had half the talent as him, but John just keeps it real.
While the rest of the town was swooning and gushing
over the darling Paolo Nutini
I was proud to be representing the John Bellany fan club.
He's my kind of hottie.
Posted by jen at 05:15 PM | link | Comments (0)
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