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January 30, 2007

yeah......

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front door, canon 20 d

here are
just a few of my recent delights.

sally jean

inspire

great threads

dandy boots

ragdoll

pop ink

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January 23, 2007

happy. . . .

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wee ones, canon 20 d

discovering all over again what really makes me happy...
apart from you.
apart from them.
apart from what's expected.
apart from what the world defines.
apart from the doubt and fear.
apart from ensuring your happiness above mine.

stripping it down to me and my own little happy ticker.
a good place to be.

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January 22, 2007

hush...

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sent, canon 20 d

im starting to drive home at the end
of the day with the radio off.
and i no longer want the tv on when i fall asleep.
i sip my coffee in the morning without my ipod.

i wonder if perhaps i am finally becoming comfortable enough
to be silent in silence...

this must be progess.


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January 18, 2007

i wish .....

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treasure hunting, canon 20d

to live by the ocean.
to be a freelance photographer.
to work with children.
to travel each year.
to scuba dive.
to live in the mountains.
to live near a farm.
to sell my paintings.
to go white water rafting.
to learn how to sail.
to have my photography published in a magazine.
to have a network of creative like-minded people in my life.
to have a backyard filled with wildflowers.
to go to a third world country.
to a take a road trip across the country by myself.


these are just a few hopes I had written down in my journals over the years.
some appeared ridiculous to others.

but every one of these wishes came true.

Even if dreams seem impossible at the time, I still
believe in putting them out there. It’s a necessary
part of getting things in motion.
We need not be reasonable or conservative with
our dreams. Why not be outrageous ?

would you ever tell a child that his dream is not appropriate or
attainable? or that it is too extreme or not possible?
i hardly doubt it.
so dont tell yourself that load of crap.

dream on.
you still have time

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January 16, 2007

come along...

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hands, canon 20d

as most of you know,
the past year was a dark one for me.

thank you a million times over
for your support and encouragement
along the way. i will never forget it.

and though i am now feeling the relief of being
on the other side of things, i want to extend the same
support i received to those of you still in it.

wherever you are at,
whatever place you are in,
in spite of how heavy and hopeless it all feels,
there is always another side in the distance.
and chances are, it isnt as far away as it seems.
things can, and will get better.

but you have to ask for help.
and then you have to receive it.
and all you need is one little tiny cell inside your body
to believe you are worth the fight to get your life back.

surround yourself with the loving kind.
surround yourself with people who believe in you.
surround yourself with those who will not let you stay stuck
in the anger and the sadness and the despair.

our lives are not meant to be an endless soundtrack of
pain. there is so much richness and beauty designed
for your spirit, and mine too. and unfortunately, sometimes
we have to do what feels like the biggest sacrifice
in order to get there.

i know.
i have been through it.
and i made it to the other side.

you will too.
i promise.

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January 11, 2007

still learning....

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shell shoes, canon 20 d

because sometimes its not worth the fight.
because sometimes i get caught in the argument and in
proving my point that i forget what the whole
thing was about anyhow.
because staying angry for an extended amount
of time is just too damn tiring.

so i swallowed my pride and put down my flag.
and i can still taste that pride in my throat,
but the peace in my heart makes up for it.

my right may be your wrong.
your right may be my wrong.
and amongst it all just might a little lesson for
these stubborn old goats.

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January 10, 2007

happy new year....

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little green tea flower, canon 20 d

hello peeps.
my site has been down due to continued spam in my comments section.
i would gladly pay anyone who could help me clean up this mess as i have not been able to do so myself. please email me if you can assisit.

so its a new year...
and i hope this will be the best one yet, for all of us...

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