she had been through it.
the nightmare that lasted a couple years.
with ugly lies behind every corner.
and she made it out alive and strong and so very wise.

she had been through it.
the thing that would have dissolved my faith in god and humans and life.
but she held on and she never let go of what she remembered
to be most important... and she is lifetimes ahead of all of us and
she doesnt even know it.

not only had she been through it, but those innocent babies had as well.
and though she could barely lift her head on most days, she took charge as a fierce momma lion, and made sure they got everything they needed even when her barrel was broken and empty. and i think she is one of the most bravest moms i know. and those kids are so grounded and so amazing and so so incredible.

we had lunch the other day. and she said to me:

"im really happy with my life today"

and it was like the best news i had heard all year. to see a friend come out on the other side of things is seriously one of the most sacred things in life to witness.
to see a broken spirit transform into strength, courage, wisdom , and love is
a priceless miracle.

im so very proud of you.