this is your second half.

is this how you see it?
is this how you want to spend your days?
is this making you happy?

you have this religious concept that you have to endure
a certain level of suffering in order to receive the blessings.

why do you hold onto this belief and freely reject others?

what if the truth is that the blessings are in you doing what
you love and living a soulfully abundant life?

what are you waiting for, jen? "