there are places.....

roadside, canon 20d
i happened across this little place on a drive through the country.
locals ride their horses or their "hogs" to town.
thats my kind of scene.
ill be moving again at the end of the month.
and i know its just to another temporary place.
another rental, another town.
i dont even miss the house i still own with him.
nothing looks the same anymore.
its as if my life there has been erased.
and its just as well.
i think the gift of having to give up so much and let go of
so many things is that i really dont care about the outside
stuff much these days. i dont think i was ever really materialistic
but maybe i was.
now i spend money on the basics.
food, gas, cat food.
what did i spend it all on before?
anyhow. ...
im glad i am learning to live with less.
its so much easier than being pissed about it .
at the end of the day i am still free,
free to go wherever the wind blows...
and that is worth major bucks.