and one day you finally get it.
or him.
or her.
or there.
or that.

and then the hunger starts.
and at first you are sure its just a passing discontent.
but its not.

and you realize you spent everything on something
or someone or someplace that no longer fills you.

and you wonder if you can ever trust your instincts
or if that is just the way life is...
it changes and so do you.