but you force me to not be such a softy at times.
because if i let you continue with that business,
you will run face first into someones fist, end up
in jail or on the streets.
and i care to much to let that happen.

so i tighten the lasso and lay down the law and
get called a bitch for doing so.
but i dont care.
beacuse i know at the end of the day you
know it is i who am rooting for you. and i might
just be the only one ...

you push me to my limits and make me dig deep
into my heart to find patience and strength.
and i recognize you are teaching me as much as i
am trying to teach you as well.

and our spirits met with the agreement to
do so.

so today instead of being completely frustrated and
pissed off at the day's events,
i will bless the day instead. knowing much greater
things were occuring behind the scenes.
a testing of our spirits.
a strengthening of work that really matters.