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stuff in the barn, canon 20 d
i love each month that passes
because it takes me further and further
from my year of hell.
i feel hopeful with every day that
retires i will have become a little bit stronger,
a little less sad,and alot more capable to
create my future.
i dont know how im going to do it but
im determined to pack in some pretty
big adventures this year. after all, its just
me now, and who's to stop me?
alot of things just dont matter to me anymore.
....but i do care
about seeing the secret corners of this world
and taking my soul to the stories it needs
to hear.
ive done my time in the pain department.
im plenty due for a massive dose of the magic and fire
my life used to be so surrounded by. i am determined to make
the second half of my life even more colorful
than the first 40 years were.
enough with pain. enough with old patterns.
enough with worn out maps. enough with sadness and enough
with regrets. ive done my time.
im dropping the shackles.