and then i see some people who just dont care,
and they seem to make it through life just fine.
i know its probably a misconception, but sometimes i wonder
how different things would be if i were a selfish cold hearted
bitch. because meanies sure seem to win alot more than the nice guys.

but i cant even be a bitch. i cant even do that right.

i just wish, just for today, that all the good people who
deserve a break would get it.
i need a break and i know alot of others who do too.

if i were god, i would make this happen.

that's what i would do...