i need one.

today is the day.

i feel weird.
i feel sad.
someone come pick me up and take me for a
long
long ride...
take me so far and so fast that every single thought
is swept from my crowded head.

the end of a 15 year marriage between man and wife is concluded
by a judge, a couple of lawyers and our signatures
on the dotted line... how can matters of the heart be handled
like a business
deal?

its just so fucking wierd.

and so it goes....