i will not stop finding my way through.

i may bunker down for awhile and rest,

but im not giving up.

your expectations of me
your hopes for me
your opinions of how i should behave
your ideas of who i am and what im supposed
to be doing ~ i will listen but that does not mean
i will wear the hat.

the best gift i can give to you is to demonstrate my ability to
act upon what is in sync with my being.

you may not like it, you may be threatened, you may think i am flighty….

but i would rather you think those things,

than be facing the end of my life, still stuck and
regretting not living a life that was packed solid with
delicious living.

its just not an option.
not for this girl.
nope.