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March 24, 2005

juice

graypapaya2.jpg
inside the papaya, canon 20d


for far too many years i have rented out a
very large living space in my head
to fear and guilt and self-doubt.

it has left my soul completely dehydrated.

maybe the gift in having your face smushed into the
your biggest worries and your heaviest doubts
is that afterwards ~ those things dont hold much of a charge on you.

its like i dont even care anymore. but in a good way...

so im cleaning house... getting rid of some old tenants..
and welcoming back the juice...
you just cant lose your juice.


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current delights:

*listening to: morphine's "Buena" song.

*reading: the writings of beautiful maya

*drinking in: the photos of my good friend

*trying: obsessively to learn these dynamite moves.

*digging: this skirt

Posted by jen on March 24, 2005 03:53 PM