juice

inside the papaya, canon 20d
for far too many years i have rented out a
very large living space in my head
to fear and guilt and self-doubt.
it has left my soul completely dehydrated.
maybe the gift in having your face smushed into the
your biggest worries and your heaviest doubts
is that afterwards ~ those things dont hold much of a charge on you.
its like i dont even care anymore. but in a good way...
so im cleaning house... getting rid of some old tenants..
and welcoming back the juice...
you just cant lose your juice.
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current delights:
*listening to: morphine's "Buena" song.
*reading: the writings of beautiful maya
*drinking in: the photos of my good friend
*trying: obsessively to learn these dynamite moves.
*digging: this skirt