decisions...
pew graffiti, canon300d
do i stay?
do i go?
do i say yes?
do i say no?
today?
tomorrow?
forever?
now?
never?
which way?
how?
am i good enough?
can i do it?
is this right?
is this wrong?
how can i be sure?
which way is up?
i need a sign.
and then i need one more.... and make it obvious.
praying...
and looking for the answer
and asking my husband
and asking my friends
and sitting quiet
and writing
and calling my mom
and wandering and wondering
and giving it a rest
until the next morning when it starts all over again.
tarot cards
psychics
horoscopes
runes
ouija
books
flipping the coin
totems
dreams
numerology
the magic 8 ball...
hell, i wish it were that easy....
following my heart
listening to my head
feeling my soul
but most of the time they have three different ideas...
decisions.
decisions.
decisions.
